(Latepost, 20 Okt 2016, edited)
Ternyata begini ya rasanya nikah
Pantes banyak yg bilang jangan nikah buru2
I was lived in this situation for a quarter of my life
Please no more!
How could you waste away your negative thinking when it's already your nature? Explain.
Da, you always taught me about life. Why don't you told me about this kinda life?
Everyone said marriage is a new life. I think i have no life.
Now i know why the guys said to married earlier and the girls said to married late, because guy have someone to clean their house, wash their clothes, cook their food, but the girl even don't have a chance to tell a story.
No one knows that i am a bad temper before, because i always treat myself best to bring back my mood, now i have no idea how to do it.
Cukup ya neng, skrg cukup berusaha jadi sebaik baiknya manusia, inget papa, inget sabarnya papa, skrg km cukup sabar.
Jadilah istri yg baik ya, yg tidak mengeluh, layani suami, surgamu ada di dia, belajarlah ikhlas, ini pilihanmu, jangan pernah merasa seakan di jodohkan tuhan, pilihan tetap di tanganmu.
Jangan lupa tersenyum, jangan lupa berbakti, jangan lupa cium tangan suamimu, lakukan semua tanpa pamrih, lakukan semua demi masa depan anak2mu.
Sayangi janinmu, jangan berikan dia tekanan, dia belum memahami kehidupan, bersikaplah waras, seberapa banyakpun penjelasanmu mengenai kegilaanmu tidak akan ada yg mengerti karena km cukup menyimpannya rapih selama ini, biarkan tetap begitu.
Tidak akan ada yang pernah tau seberapa sering kamu menyakiti diri kamu dan dengan cara bagaimana, keep it that way.
Now i feel worry every morning, everytime open the door for you to go to work, you said no worry, i said you didn't know what i felt.
Ya, saya terlihat bertingkah laku konyol, tapi maaf kita masing2 punya ketakutan tersendiri, kalau masih belum bisa memahami sebaiknya jangan menilai saya.
I have no passion to run everyday, have no friend to share with, have no one to encourage, it's so funny when you feel homesick but you don't have a home.
I feel so lonely when all i need is just an internet access but i don't want to stuck on my phone just watching everyone's life, i need someone real and alive.
I never feel this lonely for almost all my life.
I really wanna see you child, you might be my only friend and i have a lot of story to tell about life.
Ternyata begini ya rasanya nikah
Pantes banyak yg bilang jangan nikah buru2
I was lived in this situation for a quarter of my life
Please no more!
How could you waste away your negative thinking when it's already your nature? Explain.
Da, you always taught me about life. Why don't you told me about this kinda life?
Everyone said marriage is a new life. I think i have no life.
Now i know why the guys said to married earlier and the girls said to married late, because guy have someone to clean their house, wash their clothes, cook their food, but the girl even don't have a chance to tell a story.
No one knows that i am a bad temper before, because i always treat myself best to bring back my mood, now i have no idea how to do it.
Cukup ya neng, skrg cukup berusaha jadi sebaik baiknya manusia, inget papa, inget sabarnya papa, skrg km cukup sabar.
Jadilah istri yg baik ya, yg tidak mengeluh, layani suami, surgamu ada di dia, belajarlah ikhlas, ini pilihanmu, jangan pernah merasa seakan di jodohkan tuhan, pilihan tetap di tanganmu.
Jangan lupa tersenyum, jangan lupa berbakti, jangan lupa cium tangan suamimu, lakukan semua tanpa pamrih, lakukan semua demi masa depan anak2mu.
Sayangi janinmu, jangan berikan dia tekanan, dia belum memahami kehidupan, bersikaplah waras, seberapa banyakpun penjelasanmu mengenai kegilaanmu tidak akan ada yg mengerti karena km cukup menyimpannya rapih selama ini, biarkan tetap begitu.
Tidak akan ada yang pernah tau seberapa sering kamu menyakiti diri kamu dan dengan cara bagaimana, keep it that way.
Now i feel worry every morning, everytime open the door for you to go to work, you said no worry, i said you didn't know what i felt.
Ya, saya terlihat bertingkah laku konyol, tapi maaf kita masing2 punya ketakutan tersendiri, kalau masih belum bisa memahami sebaiknya jangan menilai saya.
I have no passion to run everyday, have no friend to share with, have no one to encourage, it's so funny when you feel homesick but you don't have a home.
I feel so lonely when all i need is just an internet access but i don't want to stuck on my phone just watching everyone's life, i need someone real and alive.
I never feel this lonely for almost all my life.
I really wanna see you child, you might be my only friend and i have a lot of story to tell about life.
(Yudith P. Munarno, 26 th)
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