Selasa, 15 Maret 2022

Price

Akhirnya menuju naik kelas jadi ibu 3 anak.
Akhir akhir ini suka kepikiran, bagaimana rasanya di usia yang sekarang dengan segala macam pengalaman hidup yg udh di lewati tp masih ada aja yg meremehkan peran sebagai istri dan ibu cuma karena usia lebih muda.
Sebagai seorang istri dan ibu sebenernya kadang cuma butuh di hargai aja, ga di hargai pun masih gpp asal jangan di remehkan.
Hidup masing masing orang itu beda beda, semua mengalami kesulitan sesuai level kemampuannya, ga serta merta merasa hidup gw paling sulit dan karena udh gw lewatin terus gw jadi manusia paling hebat.
Untuk berdiri di posisi saat ini aja ga sedikit harga yang harus gw bayar, keringet yg gw kuras dan pengorbanan yg gw lakuin.
Life is not easy not only available in your dictionary.
We're not grow on the same land, stand in the same shoes and build in the same culture.

There's always price we gotta pay, deal with it.

Yudith. P. Munarno
(15 Maret 2022, 32 tahun)

Kamis, 10 Maret 2022

Summit

Sometimes life is pretty unfair.
So many things happen in one day.

Expectation really kill my happiness.
Seriously, i'm not the one who's going to regret everythings.

The choice is yours.
To get social life is your right.
But to feel safe as a spouse is my right.

Someday, someday you'll realize you're not anybody priority but your own family. They're not going to choose you instead of their family.

Maybe not today, but someday i promise. 

Me and my anxiety today.
(Yudith. P. Munarno, 32th)